Beneath everybody, there's an angel and a devil.

It's good that sometimes we get in touch with the angelic side of people rather than judging their devilish side.

There's way too much misunderstandings in life.

Bob Marley- "Truth is, everybody in life is gonna hurt you, you've just gotta find those worth suffering for."

Not born to be a fighter.

Yet, trying to be.

Being way too ambitious.

is the only thing that keeps me going on.

Born to be a coward.

Shy away from the obvious.

Will use up my courage, for something I sincerely want.

Goodnight, I'm fine with the current situation.

I wish this month is last month. :)

I wish, everyday is a weekend. Life would be perfect. Wanna rewind to exactly a month ago. :'(

How can I be so tired of place when it has only been 2 weeks?

My two-weeks-emo-period has officially come to an end and I'm still not in control of my emotions.

Why and how?!!!!! :'( That's so not like me.

I'm like constantly waiting for something great to happen. Searching and looking forward to some changes to this current state that I'm in.

ARGHHHH!

Why do I feel so stuck here?

Five years ago, I chased my dreams to study abroad. Somehow, I ended up in South Korea and then slowly, built a life here. I grew up here, spend some of the most important years of my life here and learned more about the reality of life, here.

I had a chance to recreate who I am, a chance to push all barriers around me.

However, lately, with graduation closing in on me, I've got so much to think of.

A part of me wants to throw away all responsibilities, all burdens and leave.

Just leave to somewhere far away, work some odd jobs and do something crazy.

Fyi, I have never really gone crazy and I never felt the need to go crazy. Which, is a little crazy, considering I am 23 and this is suppose to be the prime age in one's life to go CRAZY!

The top of my scale for craziness is so mild that lately I find myself wondering whether I'm stuck at being a decade younger than what I am right now.

I have quite a clear picture in mind about what I want in life since the age of 13 and I suppose, I'm sorta living it right now.

Thing is, how crazy is crazy?

Bleaching my hair blond? Smoke like a chimney? Getting some tattoos? Some piercings? Have some one night stands? Get some drugs down my system? Get drunk till I can't remember a thing? Kiss a random guy? or kissing a girl? :O

I'm 23 and I've never done any of those. I've never rebelled, I don't know why.

But come to think of it, I've lived quite a life. With few regrets.

I don't know whether I'm right for my age. -_-

TAKTAU AKU.

Neither do I know what is flowing out of me into the keyboards and on to here.

Confusion will never grow out of a person, I suppose.

BYE

I guess I still cannot accept these people being vaguely touchy, playing the grey area, total hypocrisy.

Attraction doesn't have to be this disgusting.

Makes me wanna puke. :(