You know why I hate winter?

It's the time when everyone leaves and the world feel so cold. so cold. so cold.

Been busy with, dytc's last final.

Been busy recovering from a nightmarish 3 weeks flu.

Been busy with my nutrients job and my translating job.

Been busy working on Secret's video.

Been busy thinking, planning...

Can I have more more more time.

Ps: I'll forget your vodkas purposely unless I get a nice bday present from you.

Btw ppl. my birthday. My 21.

taking baby steps into adulthood...

OBLADI OBLADA WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHA

LALALALALLLLA!

OBLADI OBLADA LIFE GOES ON!....

After singing like crazy on Friday with miss gan..
Now, me throat is on flamessss. T.T
and I've got runny nose.
and I can't sing whenever I want.
Btw, I've got really sexy voice. "Astala vista babehh~


In as much as the act of courtship appears to
be with many birds a prolonged and tedious
affair, so it occasionally happens that certain
males and females do not succeed during
the proper season, in exciting each others
love, and consequently do not pair

Gone away are the golden days
Just a page in my diary
So here I am a utopian citizen
I'm still convinced
There's no such thing as idealism

Memories they're following me like a shadow now
And I'm dreamin'
Cause I've already suffered the fever of disbelief

I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
And I wish you were here

I was true as the sky is blue
I couldn't soon say the same for you
So now I find denial in my eyes
I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind

Tell me when I'll finally see your shallow heart
For what it is
'Cause I don't want to keep on believin' in illusions

No no no

Cause I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
I wish you were here

Sometimes I can't explain
And I'm so sorry that I can't
I'll try to concentrate
On your true identity

Cause I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul.Going out of Seoul!!!!!!!!!!!

Lets yodel!
YODELEHEHUUUUU!

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do this survey.
1. You Myeong Nam 2. Tay Sue Yen 3. Lai Wai Jane 4. Wee LV 5. Teoweehuisiang 6. Erke 7. Vionahew 8. Nglaiyee 9. Kong 10. Keong 11. Aks 12. Chiu 13. Sheng 14. Baby 15. Hewei 16. Shufen 17. Aiting 18. Yijia 19.Abg 20.ganjunqi(I nearly forget where I got this tag from! xP)
How did you meet 14? - Online in Recom forum, later we became super close roomies for a year and a half.

What would you do if you have never met 1? - I will not be working so hard this semester. And I will never know how is it like to be afraid to lose somebody.

What would you do if 3 and 12 dated? - I will hide myself cz world war 3's gonna explode (this tag is so freaking funny!)

Did you ever like 19? - ERR YEAH! haha. >.< Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? - WOW this tag is pretty crazy. They were an outstanding couple.

Describe 4. - Beruk! Is hyper when she's excited, is sweet when she's with her John and will totally brush me aside, is cool when she's driving me around, is warm when she listens, is smart when she talks. <3>

Do you think 20 is attractive? - YES! In her very own way. <3

Tell me something about 7. - She's a princess as well as a tough cookie.

Do you know any of 12's family? - Yes.. But not closely.

What's 18's favourite? - blogging? owh. her 8 boobs.

Who is 9 going out with? - He's single and looking. Need his number?

How old is 16 now? - 21. You're an adult already tanshufen!

When was the last time you talked to 13? - 2 hours ago on the phone when I consulted his expertise as usual.

2's favourite band/singer? - ME! and I bet she can't wait till she hears me sing.

Would you date 5? - Of course! If he wants to. ^^

Would you date 11? - Yeah... Since his gf is so far away? (totally just as besties.)

Is 15 single? - Yes, and I hope he gets attach soon.

What's 10's last name? - Loi

Ps: TanSheaTeng bagi muka do this tag k? ^^
+ Anyone who reads this.

Jane jane.I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry I forgot to wish you on your 21st birthday and this is a post dedicated to you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE JANE!!!
You know I seldom dedicate birthday posts here and you're up in here so that proves you are realllllllllllly realllllllly important to me!

I don't wanna give any excuses but still because I am me-the lame, so here's a BIGGG excuse -> my aunt and her family are here and I was busy showing them around.
And ps ps there were super many stuff to be done and I couldn't pick up the phone to call you cause, well, I sux big time as a F.R.I.E.N.D and I admit it.

Just like when I posted that sweet post for ms. weeleevee's birthday.
Sorry also ar!

I promise you guys I'll give you guys sloppppy kisses and presents when I get my ass back to Msia.
BTW, Me going back twice a year is the biggest present d bah?...
Well, taysueyen. Yours too.

Love you all to bits and Jane, save me a piece of your 21st birthday cake will you?
AND POST PICS OF YOUR PARTTTY!

oh oh. ps ps: you look absolutely dashingly beautiful in that photo.
<3
love,
khayinn the all in one package.

I love you people. <3
Really love you people.

Sometimes I wish we all do not have to grow up, so we won't have to learn how to part, how to hurt, how to be strong, how to compete.
I wish...
To be able to stay in a moment, the moment when things are so perfect, hearts are so pure, and inside out, there's nothing but warmth and honesty.
>_
Still like what taysueyen once asked me, "Have you ever wondered, if there's gotta be more than life?"

Yes, I do, I often do.
But I also want perfect moments in life to just remain, to just stay where it is. That precise moment. To savor it, to indulge in it, to keep my sanity.
Still, I know that is considered as greed.
May it all be wonderful memories to be locked up in our hearts.

Me <3 you people!

Feel like drawing, something that means something to anybody.
But tomorrow got classes and exam. -_-"

oh btw, waiting suxs big time.

After our batch gathering, three of us went to Itaewon


And we didn't care if people around were staring - -;


because we were having too much fun posing. In front of USMANIA -____-;


but very cool nana and I in new leather jackets were suddenly in NYC!!!


And we witnessed a funny accident, with a women banging into this guard house and it shook shook shookeeed and stabled back. -_-


Was nearing Halloween... Look at Laiyee... She's a super poser!!!!
And Nana totally dumb.
Me. Cool. ^^v


And posing in front of Hard Rock Seoul...


Okay, dumb but fun k.


And... taysueyen. This pic of me sweet nah hor?...
Miss me d ma?...... Me miss u so so much nuh....
Miss sleeping with u neh~....
Miss kissing your chubby cheeks neh..~
Miss pom pom with you...~
Miss licking your legs nuh...~
Miss hug hug neh...~ ><""

Li V says (3:22 PM):
yeah rite oi u forgot to tell me something
khay^inn says (3:23 PM):
what ting?
Li V says (3:26 PM):
cissssss it's my bday today!!!!!!!! \
khay^inn says (3:26 PM): akakkakakakakaka
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE
Li V says (3:26 PM):
gahhhhhhhhh
khay^inn says (3:26 PM):
when's mine?
Li V says (3:26 PM): omggggggggg wait let me think

On the other side...
sue yen~~ says (3:27 PM):
lol u know it;s her bday right?
facebook pun ada
khay^inn says (3:27 PM):
i didnt know!
sue yen~~ says (3:29 PM):
so bad la u ppl haiz sadness

She got the answer anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEHHHH
I miss you lots!

khay^inn says (3:29 PM):
to compensate imma post something in my blog for u k ^^
Li V says (3:29 PM):
i wan something sweet sweeter than the lyrics u posted!


There you go.... A SWEET POST for you....!
Sweet enough bo? Not enough I can add more.... xP
<3

Love,
BFF khay inn~

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

Blair Waldorf from Gossip Girl knocked off by
The One and Only Beruk Wee Lee Vee!!!!


Totally Certified......
Great pose beruk. ^^v

This is Korea's .... dunno la what is it called.
야구연습장 in Korean. Direct translation would be "baseball practice field".
Whatever it is. I went there with my Korean kid student(2 years younger than me) after class in Sinchon. For 500won you get 15 hits, and I hit 9 outta 15 balls equal to his score. Keng leh......!

So, I was teasing him, "야야야 우리 똑 같네! 뭐야 너 여자냐 여자냐?!"
"Ahahaha. We got the same score, you're just like a girl! A girly girl..."
and he insist on having another set. And I was like .... FINE!


I was hitting my fifth ball when it hit me like this..... WAHHHHHHH!!! I dunno how is it when people fight and get a black eye.... But hor.. if it is less painful than this ar... I rather go fight ar!!! T.T
Btw, that's 10 pitches were wasted. -_-

No kidding folks, The sign there reads 120km/hr.
What the heck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Suddenly got me thinking about pantulan. As in physics' M1V1=M2V2
Or rather impulse. See.........! Me Memang destined to be one hell of a great chemical engineer nah!!!!
Okay, I'm crappy. I'm random cz I've got friends who are SUPER MORE TOTALLY RANDOM THAN ME AND U KNOW WHO YOU GUYS ARE TAYSUEYEN TANSHUFEN LAIWAIJANE. ETC ETC. too many d, these are those who popped into my small head.

Okay, back to topic, I need you guys to ask me "Are you ok?" Instead of asking me to play Guess-A-Sketch on facebook ganjunqi u hear me?!

Nevermind I already assumed you guys will ask me.
So, I'm totally fine, it's just that my right eye is really swollen right now. And I'm prayingggggg for it to no turn blue black since I'm so proned to blue-blacks(random again), and if it does really turn blue black Imma put the same make up on my the other eye..... smart leh!
Toldya'll I'm born smart.

Was in the shower and suddenly this memory occurred... And it got me googling for Malaysia's population

In Halong Bay, at nite on the boat when we all saw three shooting stars...
Conversation with Christian,

C : So you guys study in South Korea, doing what?
K : Engineering.
C : Cool, I'm doing Industrial Engineering, and you?
K: Chemical Engineering (hati berbunga cause I feel so cool and smart studying Engineering...) *Smirksssssssss*
C: I honestly am impressed, I mean I never thought YOU would be studying Chemical Engineering.
K: Why.....*raise a smart eyebrow* (I'm so cool!!!)

Minutes later...
C: So, what's the population in Malaysia.
K: (Shit!!!) Er...60 billion?
C: Wow, you mean you have the whole world in Malaysia then? *trying hard to stifle a laugh*
K: (Shit x3!!!) Well, I don't know that!!! Maybe you should ask my friend there *pointing at meiping* She's the smart one.... *in super indignant voice*
C: It's alright, let me make it easier for you then, how many people per square meter?
K: Um...............*totally speechless*
C: Oh, you know, like a square with one meter length at all sides........
K: *super indignant & frustrated* I KNOW what is a square meter!!!! I just don't know how many people to put in it!!!
C: Okay.....

C: So, you're gonna get a tailored made dress in Hoi Ann? There's lots to shop there, I think you would love it there... *Obviously smilling so broadly*
K: I............

Malaysia's bloody population is!!!!
27.73 million
I know!!!!!!!

At this point of life. I mean right now. I don't have much to complain.
It is a total bliss just to feel so good, everything feels so in place. So right.
Yeah, I'm having a hell of a busy life this semester working my ass off when I should be enjoying what we all call "the last dongyang honeymoon semester".
With mid terms coming up...

Somehow, being so busy, spices things up. It's like I have everything under control, and I can even find time to write this. I could still find time to talk to taysueyen, visit my brother, visit ganjunqi when ade came over. etc.

No matter how well I try to juggle everything, I bound to leave out some people, some details, miss a few birthday parties, miss a few events, miss a few gatherings.
It has been ages since I last had a proper dinner with my house mates.
Still, life is more or less sorta of a tiring good.

And when I feel good, I don't have to hide it from my closest, best-est friends, do I?

But the truth, at 21 years old, what I learned is. When you're happy, you've gotta learn to hold back the happiness within you. Bask the blissfulness yourself and try to maybe deny to others how you're actually feeling.

And despite already learning this fact, I still feel that it is a totally unreasonable and stupid thing to do.
Yet, I'm starting to do it. There's no "I guess" there. I AM starting to do it.

With me working my ass off, it's not the greed that I want more money. Well, even if it is who cares, it's my life.
Spill the beans...
My current economy status,
After paying for my freaking expensive tik back to Msia this winter, I was left with barely 30USD to live for a month after getting all my pay in advance.
For the first time in my Korean life, I'm actually hoping JPA would bank in my allowance. Fast.

Still some around me, who knows what I am going through thinks I'm loaded and tries to dig into me after me recommending 2 jobs to her, and after I've already voluntarily treated her twice? -_-

So now, Imma gonna keep my mouth shut.

Fight or flight. I guess I'm choosing flight, I don't ever wanna lower my standard to fight.

Ps: Ask me why I choose to blurt this out here in a super long post..
...Imma look back someday to see the turning points in my life.

Graduation pic day...
Almost all the Chemical Engineers to be.
I love telling people I'm gonna be an engineer, sounds cool.
But in reality, I can't wait to graduate, the stuff I listen to in lectures.. ...You don't even want me to get started.


As usual, the us three.
Okay, kinda lame me just put a white coat over my last year's annual dinner black dress when the other two look absolutely gorgeous. ISH! Me kinda gorgeous too na....taysueyen!


Girls in my class. The center one really pretty bah.
Btw, the one on the left always stuff her boobs. *Pooffff* xD


My class's Mr Macho Man who comes to school in really weird attires.
Beige hat, beige vest, beige pants and shoes.
And that specs...., it's his.


The closest Korean friend ever.
Looks like snoopy nehhhh...
Somehow he looks super macho in coat and I went nuts all over him!


Me and Laiyee and our name cards, in korean. Duh.. Everything in my life is getting Koreanized.
Everything!


Me trying to act demure among the guys, that one behind me.....
Uhhhh.. He is in his best behavior lately, last semester I kicked his ass after he got drunk and started grabbing my hand to match make me with another guy. - -
Pretty much a freaking typical idiotic Korean.


My African friend Harris from Congo.
Who hates Korea yet is enjoying acting in Korean dramas.
"At times I gotta be this Romeo guy, and sometimes I'm a mafia or maybe I could be a lost foreigner."
Sometimes I half wish I look more foreigner just so my prospects in Korea gets better. shit.


Of all pics, this is the one I loveeeeeeee BEST!
용균 오빠 with a "mong" blur face, 용수 with his eyes closed, and Laiyee..... woo. I love the frown.


And ps ps ps:
taysueyen. Here's a pic of kaki babi. Now you can laugh your chicken head off.....

2008's Mooncake festival,
Overdue pics.
Aileen, Laiyee, Kenzie Oppa,
Everyone looks pretty and yeng in this pic ba. ^^


Bunch of girls, take your pick... ^^v


Ah Ping and Wenting.


Didi, "Life is too short to date ugly people."


Nana and Laiyee, acting cute. Still cute baa..


My brother acting gayish. -_-


Everybody happy.


Lately I'm obsess with flowers in ears...
Thanks to Keong eh, for jumping high high to get flowers for us.


After three years in Korea, I actually have a bunch of juniors that er. I wish to know more about ^^.


And boarding the 6am subway, very kosong, very nice.


Sorry for the lame captions, I was born lame.
Even this joke is lame. -_- tired...

Am not being dramatic, am still shaking from my first ever challenge with the world out there.
You might be wondering what am I gibbering about again.
But me being me, the loser, have never really fight the world for something I want, or I rather put it this way, MY RIGHT.

Last semester, I've got a job teaching a 13 years old kid. SHIT my hands are still shaking on the keyboard. That gotta prove how cowardly I really am huh?.. Or maybe innocent, more like ignorant and stupid in reality.

k, back to topic. I tutored the kid since last semester, each week each session two hours, just conversation for 10. And I wanna boast that I taught her more than required and she got really close to me and had since then improved by leaps and bounds.
She was a quiet kid, knowing how to answer just, "yes, no, I don't know" whenever I asked questions. And till now, we could discuss her problems with her friends and even about girly stuff like make up, pimples to manicure.
Sweet...

The moment I got back from Malaysia. Her parents stopped her academy tuition and asked if I could teach her twice a week and they would pay me more. They didn't buy her any books and I printed work sheets and photocopy books for her.
Two days ago was pay day, the father sat me down and tell me that he would pay me 15.
Darn..... As if I can't do my maths. Double the time, he should at least pay me 20.
And 20 is considered super little for the amount of work I do.
At that point of time I was dumb enough to just say ok and not ask for more. Yeah, that's not innocent anymore, that's gullible.

And as if to convince me that he's paying me generously, he started asking me if I get good pointers last sem and if that I got the scholarship offered to top students in my college. ( He's a lab assistant in my college).
He even insulted me by asking me to stop fooling around and try study harder, and that I should be grateful that he's employing me instead of other so-called-top-students. -_-
Pighead!!!!!!

So, the story goes on with me complaining to each and everybody, and them urging me to ask him for more or just quit the job. But me being me, kept giving excuses that that little girl I'm teaching got closer to me etc etc excuses to stay in the job.
Darn it. Today I went to meet that lab assistant and told him to pay me more else Imma quit, cause I deserve it.
And there's so many other jobs with much better pay lining up for me. And he refused, me quit. I quit. I freakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkking quit the f*cking job!!!
And it felt good, it felt like WOW.

Okay, some of you might think that I'm really making overly big deal about this "me confronting that bastard" thing. But there's more, there's more about how he insulted me and the scorn on his face whenever he talks to me.... drives me up the wall!!!!!!

And today I lashed back, with my head high and my steps bouncy, I left the envelope on his desk and simply walked away!!!
COOL leh.......! (tho my hands are still shaking please say what I did was cool =P)
Tomorrow I've got an interview for another new job, paying me 3 time what he pays me.

I think I've grown up a little bit more than yesterday. ^^

So much for staying myself and working my way thru the world my way huh?..

Life's been hectic... Like seriously h.e.c.t.i.c.
It's a good hectic tho.

Currently reading "The Secret"

Imma gonna buy this book soon.
This is the first ever book that I read halfway and decided that I wanna own it...
Go try read up more about it, here.
Sleep time. Chao~

Weh... It's gonna be October real soon.
Madness.
December coming soon.
Month of celebrations.

Eh... Don't forget. Imma turn 21 this coming December.
Can I stay 20?.. forever?

Emm. Is it that I'm nuts for not wanting to turn 21.
I wanna have my face, my body, my mind, my thinking preserved at 20.
Totally please and happy being twenty.

Always twenty. Please........
20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20

ps: I still want my presents.

Here comes the Hue and Hoi Ann pics!
We were in Hue for 5 hours plus, decided to visit some ....
I don't know what are these.
Old stones?...
Caught a Stalker peeking at us girls...


And spotted a retard on a stone wall.


And some rockband wannabes.
ps: notice khek hun's right hand...... shhh... =x


Who did this for their new album cover.


Also, after the Edison Scandal.
The new twins.... -___-


And a pair of flower boy and girl got lost among the old slabs.


The bold & brash me (also very mean), at the top.
Down there, tikus chicken punya mc. ^^v


And somehow we got bored of palaces and old stones and decided to just fool around.


This pic is a MUST-ENLARGE-AND-SEE!! Me doing the soochyeyang-praying-mantis-kungfu pose mannnnnnn...(If you dont know soochyeyang, refer to next pic coming up.)


My Batch's SOOCHYEYANG. The one and only praying mantis kungfu master!!!! (with party popper cascading over his head... awwww...COOL!)
I dug this out from a super old folder neh...


Kk, back to topic.
Keep scrolling yeah.. I bet your finger's tired now.

We had lotsa fun in Hue, and continued on to Hoi Ann.
This is a pic taken during our stop. Everywhere in Vietnam is sooo pretty!


Hoi Ann.... Super pretty bah. Taken when we were having a coconut each.


Somehow mc looks like he's high on grass.


Durian........................

That's Nicola from London backpacking alone.
And a super not gentleman sisi from Michigan.
It was their first durian feast ever. ^^


Nighview of the river in Hoi Ann.


Second day in HoiAnn, we each rented a bicycle and rode to the beach.


Boo hooo... I miss redang....



Spotted something interesting in the market.
Yeng... nuh...


And had some really nice spicy shells by the road side.


Feel the need to post this up. Don't you guys think she looks 100% korean?


Speaking of koreans, we met this OLD korean tour guide in Hue, who treated us nice dinner in Hoi Ann. But babi him after that wanna hit on me. Ewwwhhh!~

Thanks for scrolling up to here ^^v