At this point of life. I mean right now. I don't have much to complain.
It is a total bliss just to feel so good, everything feels so in place. So right.
Yeah, I'm having a hell of a busy life this semester working my ass off when I should be enjoying what we all call "the last dongyang honeymoon semester".
With mid terms coming up...

Somehow, being so busy, spices things up. It's like I have everything under control, and I can even find time to write this. I could still find time to talk to taysueyen, visit my brother, visit ganjunqi when ade came over. etc.

No matter how well I try to juggle everything, I bound to leave out some people, some details, miss a few birthday parties, miss a few events, miss a few gatherings.
It has been ages since I last had a proper dinner with my house mates.
Still, life is more or less sorta of a tiring good.

And when I feel good, I don't have to hide it from my closest, best-est friends, do I?

But the truth, at 21 years old, what I learned is. When you're happy, you've gotta learn to hold back the happiness within you. Bask the blissfulness yourself and try to maybe deny to others how you're actually feeling.

And despite already learning this fact, I still feel that it is a totally unreasonable and stupid thing to do.
Yet, I'm starting to do it. There's no "I guess" there. I AM starting to do it.

With me working my ass off, it's not the greed that I want more money. Well, even if it is who cares, it's my life.
Spill the beans...
My current economy status,
After paying for my freaking expensive tik back to Msia this winter, I was left with barely 30USD to live for a month after getting all my pay in advance.
For the first time in my Korean life, I'm actually hoping JPA would bank in my allowance. Fast.

Still some around me, who knows what I am going through thinks I'm loaded and tries to dig into me after me recommending 2 jobs to her, and after I've already voluntarily treated her twice? -_-

So now, Imma gonna keep my mouth shut.

Fight or flight. I guess I'm choosing flight, I don't ever wanna lower my standard to fight.

Ps: Ask me why I choose to blurt this out here in a super long post..
...Imma look back someday to see the turning points in my life.