Gone away are the golden days
Just a page in my diary
So here I am a utopian citizen
I'm still convinced
There's no such thing as idealism

Memories they're following me like a shadow now
And I'm dreamin'
Cause I've already suffered the fever of disbelief

I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
And I wish you were here

I was true as the sky is blue
I couldn't soon say the same for you
So now I find denial in my eyes
I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind

Tell me when I'll finally see your shallow heart
For what it is
'Cause I don't want to keep on believin' in illusions

No no no

Cause I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
I wish you were here

Sometimes I can't explain
And I'm so sorry that I can't
I'll try to concentrate
On your true identity

Cause I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul. Going out of Seoul.Going out of Seoul!!!!!!!!!!!

Lets yodel!
YODELEHEHUUUUU!

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do this survey.
1. You Myeong Nam 2. Tay Sue Yen 3. Lai Wai Jane 4. Wee LV 5. Teoweehuisiang 6. Erke 7. Vionahew 8. Nglaiyee 9. Kong 10. Keong 11. Aks 12. Chiu 13. Sheng 14. Baby 15. Hewei 16. Shufen 17. Aiting 18. Yijia 19.Abg 20.ganjunqi(I nearly forget where I got this tag from! xP)
How did you meet 14? - Online in Recom forum, later we became super close roomies for a year and a half.

What would you do if you have never met 1? - I will not be working so hard this semester. And I will never know how is it like to be afraid to lose somebody.

What would you do if 3 and 12 dated? - I will hide myself cz world war 3's gonna explode (this tag is so freaking funny!)

Did you ever like 19? - ERR YEAH! haha. >.< Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? - WOW this tag is pretty crazy. They were an outstanding couple.

Describe 4. - Beruk! Is hyper when she's excited, is sweet when she's with her John and will totally brush me aside, is cool when she's driving me around, is warm when she listens, is smart when she talks. <3>

Do you think 20 is attractive? - YES! In her very own way. <3

Tell me something about 7. - She's a princess as well as a tough cookie.

Do you know any of 12's family? - Yes.. But not closely.

What's 18's favourite? - blogging? owh. her 8 boobs.

Who is 9 going out with? - He's single and looking. Need his number?

How old is 16 now? - 21. You're an adult already tanshufen!

When was the last time you talked to 13? - 2 hours ago on the phone when I consulted his expertise as usual.

2's favourite band/singer? - ME! and I bet she can't wait till she hears me sing.

Would you date 5? - Of course! If he wants to. ^^

Would you date 11? - Yeah... Since his gf is so far away? (totally just as besties.)

Is 15 single? - Yes, and I hope he gets attach soon.

What's 10's last name? - Loi

Ps: TanSheaTeng bagi muka do this tag k? ^^
+ Anyone who reads this.

Jane jane.I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry I forgot to wish you on your 21st birthday and this is a post dedicated to you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE JANE!!!
You know I seldom dedicate birthday posts here and you're up in here so that proves you are realllllllllllly realllllllly important to me!

I don't wanna give any excuses but still because I am me-the lame, so here's a BIGGG excuse -> my aunt and her family are here and I was busy showing them around.
And ps ps there were super many stuff to be done and I couldn't pick up the phone to call you cause, well, I sux big time as a F.R.I.E.N.D and I admit it.

Just like when I posted that sweet post for ms. weeleevee's birthday.
Sorry also ar!

I promise you guys I'll give you guys sloppppy kisses and presents when I get my ass back to Msia.
BTW, Me going back twice a year is the biggest present d bah?...
Well, taysueyen. Yours too.

Love you all to bits and Jane, save me a piece of your 21st birthday cake will you?
AND POST PICS OF YOUR PARTTTY!

oh oh. ps ps: you look absolutely dashingly beautiful in that photo.
<3
love,
khayinn the all in one package.

I love you people. <3
Really love you people.

Sometimes I wish we all do not have to grow up, so we won't have to learn how to part, how to hurt, how to be strong, how to compete.
I wish...
To be able to stay in a moment, the moment when things are so perfect, hearts are so pure, and inside out, there's nothing but warmth and honesty.
>_
Still like what taysueyen once asked me, "Have you ever wondered, if there's gotta be more than life?"

Yes, I do, I often do.
But I also want perfect moments in life to just remain, to just stay where it is. That precise moment. To savor it, to indulge in it, to keep my sanity.
Still, I know that is considered as greed.
May it all be wonderful memories to be locked up in our hearts.

Me <3 you people!

Feel like drawing, something that means something to anybody.
But tomorrow got classes and exam. -_-"

oh btw, waiting suxs big time.