Monday, March 29, 2010

SO NOT COOL.
I think I'm so not cool.
Because I care too much about what others think eventhough I try so hard to act as if I don't.
Because I find myself controlling myself from totally saying what is actually on my mind; half hoping that the other person could guess what I really mean -_-
That is SO NOT COOL.
And plus, I often think too much over a simple sentence. Analyzing it and then coming up with my own assumptions.
BLAHHHHH!!! SO NOT COOL.

Maybe that's the complicated female mind or whatsover. I think I'm just very the BIG DEE.

And I'm getting all these weird suggestions to just follow those crazy notions in my head and do whatever I want. Just because I'm young and I can afford to make mistakes.

No no no. I think I'm way too much of a perfectionist or above that, a coward.
I think I just needa vent and well I'm venting and I don't want to be cool now and I don't care who is reading.

LALALA. -_-
The weather is driving me crazy.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

There are times when things don't go as smoothly as we what expected, but in the end they turn out fine. Things were jumbled up since the start of the new sem but I've sorted them out.
But still, two weeks into the new semester and I'm not my usual happy, bubbly self.
Argggh! I don't know what is wrong with me.
I wish I have a dog. A huge one, to be my guardian, to be loyal to me.