Am not being dramatic, am still shaking from my first ever challenge with the world out there.
You might be wondering what am I gibbering about again.
But me being me, the loser, have never really fight the world for something I want, or I rather put it this way, MY RIGHT.

Last semester, I've got a job teaching a 13 years old kid. SHIT my hands are still shaking on the keyboard. That gotta prove how cowardly I really am huh?.. Or maybe innocent, more like ignorant and stupid in reality.

k, back to topic. I tutored the kid since last semester, each week each session two hours, just conversation for 10. And I wanna boast that I taught her more than required and she got really close to me and had since then improved by leaps and bounds.
She was a quiet kid, knowing how to answer just, "yes, no, I don't know" whenever I asked questions. And till now, we could discuss her problems with her friends and even about girly stuff like make up, pimples to manicure.
Sweet...

The moment I got back from Malaysia. Her parents stopped her academy tuition and asked if I could teach her twice a week and they would pay me more. They didn't buy her any books and I printed work sheets and photocopy books for her.
Two days ago was pay day, the father sat me down and tell me that he would pay me 15.
Darn..... As if I can't do my maths. Double the time, he should at least pay me 20.
And 20 is considered super little for the amount of work I do.
At that point of time I was dumb enough to just say ok and not ask for more. Yeah, that's not innocent anymore, that's gullible.

And as if to convince me that he's paying me generously, he started asking me if I get good pointers last sem and if that I got the scholarship offered to top students in my college. ( He's a lab assistant in my college).
He even insulted me by asking me to stop fooling around and try study harder, and that I should be grateful that he's employing me instead of other so-called-top-students. -_-
Pighead!!!!!!

So, the story goes on with me complaining to each and everybody, and them urging me to ask him for more or just quit the job. But me being me, kept giving excuses that that little girl I'm teaching got closer to me etc etc excuses to stay in the job.
Darn it. Today I went to meet that lab assistant and told him to pay me more else Imma quit, cause I deserve it.
And there's so many other jobs with much better pay lining up for me. And he refused, me quit. I quit. I freakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkking quit the f*cking job!!!
And it felt good, it felt like WOW.

Okay, some of you might think that I'm really making overly big deal about this "me confronting that bastard" thing. But there's more, there's more about how he insulted me and the scorn on his face whenever he talks to me.... drives me up the wall!!!!!!

And today I lashed back, with my head high and my steps bouncy, I left the envelope on his desk and simply walked away!!!
COOL leh.......! (tho my hands are still shaking please say what I did was cool =P)
Tomorrow I've got an interview for another new job, paying me 3 time what he pays me.

I think I've grown up a little bit more than yesterday. ^^

So much for staying myself and working my way thru the world my way huh?..

Life's been hectic... Like seriously h.e.c.t.i.c.
It's a good hectic tho.

Currently reading "The Secret"

Imma gonna buy this book soon.
This is the first ever book that I read halfway and decided that I wanna own it...
Go try read up more about it, here.
Sleep time. Chao~

Weh... It's gonna be October real soon.
Madness.
December coming soon.
Month of celebrations.

Eh... Don't forget. Imma turn 21 this coming December.
Can I stay 20?.. forever?

Emm. Is it that I'm nuts for not wanting to turn 21.
I wanna have my face, my body, my mind, my thinking preserved at 20.
Totally please and happy being twenty.

Always twenty. Please........
20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20

ps: I still want my presents.

Here comes the Hue and Hoi Ann pics!
We were in Hue for 5 hours plus, decided to visit some ....
I don't know what are these.
Old stones?...
Caught a Stalker peeking at us girls...


And spotted a retard on a stone wall.


And some rockband wannabes.
ps: notice khek hun's right hand...... shhh... =x


Who did this for their new album cover.


Also, after the Edison Scandal.
The new twins.... -___-


And a pair of flower boy and girl got lost among the old slabs.


The bold & brash me (also very mean), at the top.
Down there, tikus chicken punya mc. ^^v


And somehow we got bored of palaces and old stones and decided to just fool around.


This pic is a MUST-ENLARGE-AND-SEE!! Me doing the soochyeyang-praying-mantis-kungfu pose mannnnnnn...(If you dont know soochyeyang, refer to next pic coming up.)


My Batch's SOOCHYEYANG. The one and only praying mantis kungfu master!!!! (with party popper cascading over his head... awwww...COOL!)
I dug this out from a super old folder neh...


Kk, back to topic.
Keep scrolling yeah.. I bet your finger's tired now.

We had lotsa fun in Hue, and continued on to Hoi Ann.
This is a pic taken during our stop. Everywhere in Vietnam is sooo pretty!


Hoi Ann.... Super pretty bah. Taken when we were having a coconut each.


Somehow mc looks like he's high on grass.


Durian........................

That's Nicola from London backpacking alone.
And a super not gentleman sisi from Michigan.
It was their first durian feast ever. ^^


Nighview of the river in Hoi Ann.


Second day in HoiAnn, we each rented a bicycle and rode to the beach.


Boo hooo... I miss redang....



Spotted something interesting in the market.
Yeng... nuh...


And had some really nice spicy shells by the road side.


Feel the need to post this up. Don't you guys think she looks 100% korean?


Speaking of koreans, we met this OLD korean tour guide in Hue, who treated us nice dinner in Hoi Ann. But babi him after that wanna hit on me. Ewwwhhh!~

Thanks for scrolling up to here ^^v

Hanoi,
View taken from the plane.


ganjunqi..... The crazy hell traffic!!!!!!

Somehow, me the one who crosses all roads macam ayam buta was a pro when it comes to crossing roads in Hanoi.
Lemme share my expertise about crossing a road in vietnam.
1. Read your map
2. Ask for directions from a local.
3. Refer to map while crossing the road, or your eyes at the direction you're going.
You won't get bang for sure, cos the people there are so kind they rather emergency brake and give you a big wide smile than to shout &^%$#@ at you. ^^

Our first meal,
yeah, by the road side, dirty stall.


Tasted greattttt bah, after like 4 months in Seoul.
Babi Seoul got no nice food na..~


And the famous beef rice noodle....
Yummmmmmmmmmmy!!!!! T.T


Jalan-jalan cari makan. ^^v
Us sitting in real small stools, like those we had when we were in kindergarden.
Had a cup of mixed-fruit shake. There's like more than eight kinds of fruits!!!
Jackfruit, dragonfruit, dragon eye, papaya, etc etc
Totally heavenly after a day of tiring walk.


And being adventurous, we tried a balut. The embryo of a chick, still in the egg, cooked in some kind of herbs soup.
"EWwwwwwwwwww, so geli, so tak berparut hati!! Don't be my sis," koko and erke's reaction when I told them.
Because of things like that don't want me to be their sister. What the.... -__-
WELLLLLLLL... This guy adventurous bah.
I took a bite, didn't taste bad at all. In fact, pretty nice ba.~
Look at me excited + worried face -_____-


Walk on.... and somehow I got too tired so I sat in the middle of a bridge and beg...
xP

That's all for Hanoi.
Stay tuned...^^v

New sem, bought a notebook with some short messages written at the bottom of the front page.
Usually they come in broken meaningless sentences like, "Me happy, sun very shine, it's a good day. I hope my future so shine." -___-
Some meaningful ones tell you that "Sweet house, Happiness seems far but sometimes it is at your doorstep." ^^
And if you're somebody who's studying here I'm quite sure you know what I mean. And if you're not, who cares...
The main thing is. I came upon this notebook last nite. With this message.

"Have you ever seen an unhappy horse?
Or ever seen a bird that had the Blues?
One reason why birds and horses are not unhappy is because
they are not trying to impress other birds and horses."

Cute right?~
Still, we're humans, so I guess, it's different.
Just enjoy life k?
It's all part of growing up ^^

sayang......~
You know I love you.

Finally!!
Vietnam, Halong trip.
The boats at the jetty.


The people I toured with.
Mok Chun, Tiing Yong, Khek Hun, Meiping, Didi.


The place the ang mohs sunbath, ki siao. It was like BURNING HOT loh..


Me crushing khek hun's lil bru.^^


We asians enjoying the shadier part of the boat.


And meet my Halong trip tour guide who was really really kind to us.
(who told me I'm not the Chemical Engineering type but that is totally another story.) -__-


And Christian and Christopher.
Who came over to hang out for the night. ^^


And me, hanging on the edge.
Yeah... I cowered and twice, after counting 1.2.3. I was still hanging there when the people around me were already in the water. -_-


"Oh common girl, you can do it!!!!~"
"Just step off, close your eyes and step off."
And step off was what I did. Kengggg lehh!


The others were just jumping, flipping and flying outta the boat.
Khek Hun was practically enjoying jumping off like tarzan!
It wasn't all that HIGH up, but it wasn't easy to just step off......


And we went kayaking around those amazing rocks.
It feels like we're staring in some LOTR movie bah...


See, even my baby was so super happy splashing around.
Click on pic, enlarge to have better view of meiping's GREAT smile!!


And somehow my partner, khek hun got the crazy idea of flipping the boat around just because kayaking is too boring and he said he's hot.
What the heckkkkkkkkkkk~~


And we went cave exploring which was er... boring.


Still we got to see a nice sunset... ^^


Me and my babehhh....


Perfect bah this place... Mmmmm.. Just looking at the photos and typing out this post makes me...... ishhhh! If only my everyday in Seoul is as good as... this.

Stay tuned... More to come.

The few Sweet Moments in South Korea...

Me and Laiyee's penjaga through out the whole three weeks, also the person who brightens the gloomy work place, also the person that made me and laiyee don't mind working another week.
신오섭 - 신주임 - wassuppppppppppp...


A bunny outta a rubber glove.
Uh, I got too boring... *lame*coughs*


Okayyyyyyyyyy, I have a LONGGGG chin......
Well, that's the most prominent thingy about me bahhhhh.
Having fun with 강병길 - 강병신 - 강대리.


A blurry pic of all of us.


Health center teacher...
She cares really alot. *Heartfelt* ><


Fiuuuu weeeeetttt~ Pretty neh pretty neh.
Chiau yih and Aileen.


Plus us three and kenzie oppa.


went out for.


mexican food bahhhhhh....


And we went to Hard Rock Cafe - Seoul.
Muahahaha. My first ever Hard Rock Cafe visit.


Us two at the bar.


Occasionally treating ourselves with real good sushi buffet.