ap·pre·ci·ate/əˈprēSHēˌāt/Verb

1. Recognize the full worth of.

2. Be grateful for (something).

How many times have we used this verb?

We were constantly reminded to 'appreciate' by people around us, pamphlets, books etc.

but how many times have we actually 'appreciate' something, somebody?

I called my koko today, and he was actually surprised to receive a call from me. That shows how 'frequent' I contact him.

I felt like shit after the call and it got me thinking about me and this verb. I've always tried to not take others for granted but still I think I'm not 'appreciating' enough.

There's so much in life to be happy about.

As much as I desire to grow up and be independent. I love feeling safe and protected by my two elder brothers. :)

ps: People with strong principles gives me hope to believe in the best in others.

& ps: random facts about me.

I love books but I hate buying them.

I love a variety of music but not hip-hop

I hate TVs but love watching movies.

I'm a boring person. I rewatch movies and replay songs that I like.

I hate Jeans but not shorts.

and of course I love skirts and dresses.

There's so much to tell, but I don't know how to tell.

I've backspaced more than 10 times now.

-_-;

Just wanna share a song that I couldn't get enough of.

Kelly Sweet- We are one

I don't know why I find it sad and sexy at the same time. I don't know.

Sad and sexy aren't really a pair, no?

I'm just rambling, thanks for lingering around to read.

Nitex~

oh btw, a kiss on the forehead is sweet. :)

and, to miss somebody and not even knowing if they are missing you back IS one of the most pathetic thing ever.

Beneath everybody, there's an angel and a devil.

It's good that sometimes we get in touch with the angelic side of people rather than judging their devilish side.

There's way too much misunderstandings in life.

Bob Marley- "Truth is, everybody in life is gonna hurt you, you've just gotta find those worth suffering for."

Not born to be a fighter.

Yet, trying to be.

Being way too ambitious.

is the only thing that keeps me going on.

Born to be a coward.

Shy away from the obvious.

Will use up my courage, for something I sincerely want.

Goodnight, I'm fine with the current situation.

I wish this month is last month. :)

I wish, everyday is a weekend. Life would be perfect. Wanna rewind to exactly a month ago. :'(

How can I be so tired of place when it has only been 2 weeks?

My two-weeks-emo-period has officially come to an end and I'm still not in control of my emotions.

Why and how?!!!!! :'( That's so not like me.

I'm like constantly waiting for something great to happen. Searching and looking forward to some changes to this current state that I'm in.

ARGHHHH!

Why do I feel so stuck here?

Five years ago, I chased my dreams to study abroad. Somehow, I ended up in South Korea and then slowly, built a life here. I grew up here, spend some of the most important years of my life here and learned more about the reality of life, here.

I had a chance to recreate who I am, a chance to push all barriers around me.

However, lately, with graduation closing in on me, I've got so much to think of.

A part of me wants to throw away all responsibilities, all burdens and leave.

Just leave to somewhere far away, work some odd jobs and do something crazy.

Fyi, I have never really gone crazy and I never felt the need to go crazy. Which, is a little crazy, considering I am 23 and this is suppose to be the prime age in one's life to go CRAZY!

The top of my scale for craziness is so mild that lately I find myself wondering whether I'm stuck at being a decade younger than what I am right now.

I have quite a clear picture in mind about what I want in life since the age of 13 and I suppose, I'm sorta living it right now.

Thing is, how crazy is crazy?

Bleaching my hair blond? Smoke like a chimney? Getting some tattoos? Some piercings? Have some one night stands? Get some drugs down my system? Get drunk till I can't remember a thing? Kiss a random guy? or kissing a girl? :O

I'm 23 and I've never done any of those. I've never rebelled, I don't know why.

But come to think of it, I've lived quite a life. With few regrets.

I don't know whether I'm right for my age. -_-

TAKTAU AKU.

Neither do I know what is flowing out of me into the keyboards and on to here.

Confusion will never grow out of a person, I suppose.

BYE

I guess I still cannot accept these people being vaguely touchy, playing the grey area, total hypocrisy.

Attraction doesn't have to be this disgusting.

Makes me wanna puke. :(