BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! ;)

I'm just happy. Thanks to everyone around me.

I'm stubborn because I like to be stubborn.

I shall relent only when I think it is time to relent.

=)

Sometimes I think, at 23, I'm still very much overprotected but it has been fine so far.

Therefore, I shall keep enjoying being pampered and protected.

BLA!~*

I have never requested for others to send me off but some of them still do, willingly and it's so sweet and I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.

Still, somehow I prefer to always leave all by myself and the main reason is that I, myself hate sending people off because I considered it the hardest part in a goodbye.

The feeling to seeing the person who mean a lot to you turn, and walk further, and become smaller or vanishing behind closing doors. That feeling of needing to let-go, certainly doesn't feel good. The feeling that, from this moment onwards, everything is gonna be just that tiny tad different, and maybe this person might not mean anything to you again 5 years later, on the same day that you sent him/her off.

However, this time around, I find the hardest part in a goodbye is not the "leaving" part, but the part where you will have to readjust your own life to get use to not having this particular person around. That you know, when you call this person who is on your speed dial, all you'll get is nothing but a voice telling you that "this phone number is currently unavailable."

And you'll have to reluctantly find a suitable substitute of this person's role in your life.

I am sincerely sorry for always leaving behind the people who cares a lot for me.

We all know that we all move on to chase rainbows and have better lives.

Goodluck & Cheers to having a good life!

Goodnight, sweet dreams

Being irresponsible and freaking lazy.

Got my extended German test tomorrow but I'm not studying for it.

Who study for languages, like seriously. -_- Tak paham aku.

Love my Deutsch classes but not tests. -_-

Gaaaahhh!

Btw, I went for a job interview today, and I think I did ...... ( I don't wanna say!!)

Okay, I'm superstitious but that is what a lot of people do, so it's alright.

Good night. I'm gonna go try to be the responsible me now.

Oh ya, it just dawned on me, I've never taken a real break in my life after graduating from high school and I don't feel like I want one.

Turning into one of those workaholics and sooner or later a girl-power OL.

I dunno who wants me as a partner anymore.

ap·pre·ci·ate/əˈprēSHēˌāt/Verb

1. Recognize the full worth of.

2. Be grateful for (something).

How many times have we used this verb?

We were constantly reminded to 'appreciate' by people around us, pamphlets, books etc.

but how many times have we actually 'appreciate' something, somebody?

I called my koko today, and he was actually surprised to receive a call from me. That shows how 'frequent' I contact him.

I felt like shit after the call and it got me thinking about me and this verb. I've always tried to not take others for granted but still I think I'm not 'appreciating' enough.

There's so much in life to be happy about.

As much as I desire to grow up and be independent. I love feeling safe and protected by my two elder brothers. :)

ps: People with strong principles gives me hope to believe in the best in others.

& ps: random facts about me.

I love books but I hate buying them.

I love a variety of music but not hip-hop

I hate TVs but love watching movies.

I'm a boring person. I rewatch movies and replay songs that I like.

I hate Jeans but not shorts.

and of course I love skirts and dresses.

There's so much to tell, but I don't know how to tell.

I've backspaced more than 10 times now.

-_-;

Just wanna share a song that I couldn't get enough of.

Kelly Sweet- We are one

I don't know why I find it sad and sexy at the same time. I don't know.

Sad and sexy aren't really a pair, no?

I'm just rambling, thanks for lingering around to read.

Nitex~

oh btw, a kiss on the forehead is sweet. :)

and, to miss somebody and not even knowing if they are missing you back IS one of the most pathetic thing ever.

Beneath everybody, there's an angel and a devil.

It's good that sometimes we get in touch with the angelic side of people rather than judging their devilish side.

There's way too much misunderstandings in life.

Bob Marley- "Truth is, everybody in life is gonna hurt you, you've just gotta find those worth suffering for."