Place : Seoul, Korea...
Date : 27 March 2007
Time : 2 ~ 4pm
Situation :
There are five people in a small little house.
One, in her room, locked out from the world happily talking to her boyfriend via web cam. She don't need to give a damn about what others have to say because all the time, she feels warm and secure. Oh.. so blissful~~
One, lying in her bed in her room, also locked out from the outside world. Thinking, and probably missing her ex. It was soooo history but the scars are still there and they still hurt once in a while. Oh.. so god-damn-that-fucking-guy!!!
One, sitting on the floor in her friend's room. Telling her friend about her stuff. Probably afraid of going into a relationship. She's in a dilemma, seeing too many broken relationships, she's insecure but still it is oh.. so sweet ^^
One, lying his friend's comfy bed facing loads of questions about his past relationship. In which he was the one hurt badly. Trying to think of an answer to those ques but at the same time blocking waves of twisted memories. Oh.. so painful..
One, sitting on the edge of her comfy bed, listening to her friends certainly bring back memories. "Those were the past" and "I'm so over him" she tells herself. Deep down she knows she's not all that strong. Oh.. so confusing..
time will heal some say,
ReplyDeletebut when you are the one in the situation,
it's never that easy i'd say.
come to think of it,
my past is history,
almost 3 years now..
but i wont deny that it's all gone,
im not healed completely..
bcoz if i were...y do i find it so hard to get attracted to guys?
blablabla...hehe crap
but i know the past is the past,
i think about it sometimes..only bcoz i was happy then.
n i dunno if im ever gonna be that happy in near future with my hermit nature hehe..where are all the good guys here? lol...dun wanna be desperate anyway...
dont force urself to forget..it'll go by itself de...u can lie to other ppl but u cant lie to urself rite?
hehe.. know la...^^
ReplyDelete"y do i find it so hard to get attracted to guys?" <--- this is so =.=" haha^^
im ok de la.. really de ^^ now living a good life le.. dont worry la..^^
p/s: You are desperate! >.<
lol..well i think i am attracted but i always think that aiyah..wont work de..aiya not my type...n im not making the first move anyway..lol
ReplyDeleteso terlepaslah beberapa peluang lol...
yea i guess im desperate haha
so bored la now!!! my spring break start again...y u online always dun reply ppl de!!!=p
ei... im in college now.. this week alone i have 2 seven pages report to do. and 3 more homeworks.. two quizes. BEAT that, cant blame me for being bz.. copying other ppl's hwork also need time de leh... T.T so sad but true.. plus, shifting leh? im gonna die ...
ReplyDeleteanyway, what terlepas "beberapa" peluang?? what's it with that philipino? new one? ei.. post it in yr blog la gurl.... that way i can know ma =P
lol..peluang means i dunno i guess no peluang also la..
ReplyDeletejz sometimes think that this guy is cute or nice but i never do anything bout it..
well...single life it is...for now..
hmm jz now talk to you so nice..although i keep hearing noisy sounds like engine in the background...lol..
can see that u have lots of plans...n lots of $$$ haha...but i think this year im not going traveeling gua...wanna spend with family n frens also..
u should seriously do sth bout ur computer la wei...so cacat hehe.. miss talking with u lol..
well good luck with classes ya!!
im having break now til april 11..so long...sien..