Around these elite koreans, it is hard to turn a blind eye and not compare at all. Lately, I constantly wonder if I should keep up and compete with them. 끝까지. Too bad I don't have as strong thirst for success as they do. Sometimes I'm grateful because I'm happy doing just enough. Sometimes I feel useless because I'm not striving just as hard as they do. What they tell me is "You gotta work hard for what you want". I know they meant well but come on, I know that too. I'm just not sure of what I want and even though that is a lame excuse for me to escape being hardworking, it is still an excuse. -_- I don't even make sense.
I know what I want! But that thing I want isn't graduating with a 4.5 and getting a job in Samsung, LG, SK.
I think, I'm just crapping because home seems so near yet so far right now.
I admit it la.. I'm just homesick.

Btw, Still happy with my uni life.