Many foreigners say that Koreans are very shy and conservative.
In some sense, they are and I suppose that's why so many people gush over how cute Korean girls are. Well, we girls gush over how cute Korean guys are too. >< color="#ff0000"> H.O.Tand certainly the center of attraction.
SOoooooo much hotter than hot mamma. AHAHAHAHA ^^v


Hot mamma here can only stare and drool because hot mamma have neither the body nor the guts to wear such a HOT outfit bah~ xp


So, this was on a Saturday night.
At Hongdae - Hongdae is short for Hongik University
It's a popular shopping + drinking + clubbing + 미팅(group blind dating) + 소개팅(blind dating) + etc place for university students.
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Your truly, hot mamma who's basically a nerdy engineering student does not frequent Hongdae or clubs but there were certainly some really great memories hot mamma spent with gjq.
Qi.. Remember the KISS? or the crazy model-posing-without-cams in clubs and going home at 12 when that's the time others start to party?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA xD.

Okay, okay, back to topic.
Bada was playing in Mansion the other night so Pascal brought Marie-yon and I there.
Erke was down and out with the flu. Boo hoo.. Too bad there'll be no piccas of him.
(Hah! I bet some of you people come back here just to see piccas of him. *I'm so jealous! ~.~ ) .

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Bada looks soooo cool here! OMG!
We went late so we didn't actually get to see him play.
I don't know why is he the "wasted German" but he was still pretty sober and cool cz he was wearing these clingy clothes that shows all his curves. I mean curves as in curves of his biceps and triceps.
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Got to meet his sister who's really nice and his gf.
*Yes people, Bada has a gf.

There were fire splurting out from each end of the stage and we heard from somebody that a girl with long hair caught fire when the last "Seoul is burning" was held. O_o
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Sweetie Marie-yon and Pascal ><. I think they somehow look really good together in this picca. Don't they?.

Hot mamma wore a sexy tube top but obstinately kept her long sleeved cardigan on inspite of all Marie-yon's complains and pleadings to "Just take it OFF!!!".
Sorry, I haven't been out clubbing for a long time and I somehow forgot how to be sexy and hot.

Even Pascal wore something that bares more skin than me.




ps: Marie-yon and I got sick after Saturday night, and we are both still sick. :/
OTL

Went to a party in Copacabana, Nonhyeong after dinner with erke, Pascal and Bada.


Posing like that with Pascal beside me... feeling a little glam. hahaha.
*note: that's his hand on my shoulder and I was leaning in. Gushhh *^^*


Didn't really know what the party was for but it was called
"First Thursday After Work Valentine's Day Moet and Chandon Rose"


Because I'm such a kiddy,I was clueless so I went and googled "Moet" and... O_o

"Moet is a French winery and co-owner of the luxury goods company Moet-Hennesy - Louis Vuitton."

*Eyes wide open, jaw drops*

That pink rose beside that bottle in the tub certainly is sweet and classy. Ain't it?

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The music was cool

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Great atmosphere.

Lots of party people. None I knew.

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However, I've got the chance to get to know alot of new nice people.

And thank goodness some did recognize me from misuda and that made me feel less like a tiny ant ready to be squash. Everytime somebody introduces me to somebody, the conversation goes.....

"Hey, this is khay inn, she's on misuda." It feels kinda like

*misuda >> khay inn*

Misuda wins over khay inn. SO MUCH MORE. Well, it's not a bad thing I suppose ^^v.

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And the reason why I kinda felt like an ant. Hot girls, handsome guys...

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With sizzling sexy hot girls like that... *No wonder Pascal loves partying.

And I looked like THAT. :(

That's Marie-yon, her boyfriend and yours truly-the little red ant.

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Marie-yon and I certainly felt a little out of place but I'm sure given more chances, I believe we shall get use and start to enjoy ourselves. ^^

This is cool! I don't know how they manage to fix fireworks to the champagne bottle but that certainly was FINE!~~~~~~~

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Everytime somebody popped a bottle, there'll be fireworks and it was quite an attention grabber. :)

Cool cool...~

Hmm, that's all for now folks.

Cheers to my first glam party experience.

*I certainly wish I have cleavage like that! xp

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Ps: Stole all piccas from facebook

Learning to let go..

of things that were never meant to be.
of people that were never meant to stay.
of relationships that were never meant to work.
of promises that were never meant to be kept.
:) :) :) :) :) :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010 will be a year full of great promises.

The reason why I don't need a boyfriend...

...is because I have too many boy-friends.

Maybe it's due to the fact that I'm in Engineering Faculty and the ratio of guys to girl is 5:1 so...

Somehow, life in Korea got better because of them.



My 4.5 genius friend, who is ever ready to teach the three of us although he doesn't understand how can we not know simple differentiation and integration; when, we are actually engineering students. -_- He's having the flu now and somehow, the three of us fuss over him like mothers fussing over a kid. ^___________^



태헌오빠 who looks like fido-dido and will always grab whatever food or drink that's in your hands. His head is forever full of "source" and "기출" ( pass year exam papers) -_-
and 대성 오빠 who looks like snoopppppppyyyyy! ^^ He's super soft and when he smiles, his very small eyes goes n_n, that makes him look superrrr cute!!


용준 and 지호
arr 지호 is super nice and blurry.
Nowadays, it seems my day in school ain't complete if I don't see any of em... ^^

Thanks for making my each hardly bearable day, an immensely enjoyable one.
♥

I'm never one with high self confidence and sometimes if I do appear like I have that air of confidence, most of the time, I think, I'm just faking it.

Growing up, I always think of myself more of an ugly duckling than anything. I don't dress up, I don't give a damn about how I look because it is much easier staying in that comfort zone. It is like, what if I dressed up and it didn't work?

I would rather be simple jane that stick to the "norm", than be told "Hey, did your wardrobe just went wrong?"
It is just so much easier to be normal than the outstanding.

So, there comes this transition period when I started wearing skirts, I started to have at least 10% of fashion sense. And when I get positive feedback and words of encouragement, it sparked my fashion sense to a higher 20 30 %. Whatever..

However, there are times, when I get adventurous and decided to dress up by wearing something out of nowhere to break that "being normal sweet pretty" barrier. Sometimes, it works and I feel good about myself, but sometimes, when the feedback isn't good, sometimes, when what I get is downright mean. It is hurtful. It puts me right back to the ugly ducking period where I feel so small, doubting my choices, questioning my own senses, and I will have this urge to seek approval from the others.

Then again I ponder on it, and I have this new found theory. We do not make all the right choices all the time. At least I broke through that barrier, that comfort zone. To pluck up to courage to break through that comfort zone is much more glamorous than those who hide in there deep in their comfort zone making snide comments to bring me down.
So, I decided that no amount of mean hurtful words are gonna stop me enjoying being this wonderfully special me.

Ps: Again, if you have something not to nice to say, keep it to yourself, for my self-esteem's sake I prefer to be blissfully unaware of it.

qi...
Help me..

I spend so much time in hase nowadays I feel like I'm totally koreanized.

To proof to you how koreanized I am... I actually sang 머리부터 발끝까지 헛 이슈 when I was in the shower... ㅡㅅㅡ

and... My biggest fear...

I voluntarily called people 오빠... ㅠㅠ

But..
Somehow, I started to enjoy my life here and I actually really love it here.

Maybe it's the friends, maybe it's the food, maybe it's just me that have changed.

Life is a bliss lately. I hope it stays this way forever.
If you're just a year younger we coulda go roam around anam hunting for new food.
Ps: I love prof. song.
Ps Ps: Issac kene replaced by OST d.

nana, "OST took away our ISSAC!!!"
laiyee, "YALAHHHHH Who needs OST when Issac is our main thing for breakfast."
Kinn, "Issac sucks. I don't give a damn. Never eaten there."

<3

Just to prove to myself and everybody else...

I'm still very much alive.
Very much the same me.
Healthy and happy. Although this picca shows no signs of
"hot", "sexy" or "sophisticated".

Keep your thoughts to yourselves if it isn't something nice and quit clicking the "comments" link.
The last thing I need is skepticism.

This post is dedicated to myself.
Celebrating all the single 21-year-old girls out there.